|In white of course to keep it light and bright!|
I will definitely keep on distracting myself just to keep from totally falling apart. It used to be I was so sad about being apart from PH that I completely planned every single teeny tiny detail of our wedding. Now that has all been ripped away. I can't even begin to think how to undo all of that planning. At least this planning is dependant on no one. I'm the only one that sticks around after all.