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Okay Thursday evening I had another date with MrRussian.
We went to a little known place in the EastEnd.
The restaurant not really so memorable to be honest.
It's a place MrRussian used to go to for work lunches.
It was a pretty good night.
And he is really sweet.
Can you hear the hesitantcy creep into my voice.
I just don't know about him.
Is this enough of a sign to move on???
Here are some of the things I really like about him:
+ he holds open the door for me
+ he opens the car door for me
+ he is generally a really happy and outgoing person
+ he is up for trying new things
+ he travels
+ he listens to me (and will bring up other things from prior conversations etc).
+ he is smart
+ he has a passion to be successful
+ he is a good kisser (thought I would slip that one in there to see if you were paying attention).
+ he would be understanding of the whole Spencer debauchery and the fact that I was technically married before doesn't bother him...and the fact that I was able to tell him that seems like a good thing
Things I'm unsure about
- he stammers...is it cruel that I think this may be bothersome?
- I'm not sure if they above would bother me in terms of would it embarrass me in front of people I know and that makes me feel like such a shallow biatch.
- I'm unsure
So what do I do?
I admit I've been slacking and need to sign onto EH and maybe go on some other dates.
I had a thought of maybe inviting him to have a coffee with Taylor and I when she is in town so she could get a read on the situation.
Ack I don't know what to do!
Currently we have plans for Tuesday night so I will keep you posted.