Epiphany

It's funny how you can find inspiration in such interesting ways.
By simple luck or chance I found myself being able to finally meet one of Taylor's good friends from Dallas.
And holy moly inspiration.

Smart, successful, beautiful and inspirational.
We have a few things in common.
And then something of an epiphany came over me.

She chose and barreled down a path of picking what she loves to do and doing it.
She is attaining her dreams and goals.
And just...wow.

And then it hit me.
Today.
Right now.
At 11:12pm on a Friday sitting here.
The disappointment in myself.

My choices.
I've accepted what I think I deserve.
I've accepted settling.
I've picked this life and accepted it like a punishment I think I deserve.
Now I realize that I'm complaining about a life that many may envy.
But I think I need to re-evaluate.
I need to take a look at my bucket list and start moving in steps to fulfill it.
I think I need to do that right now.


PS If you want to check out my newest amazing travel friend's blog it's here and is amazing!