tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13685684670879537712024-03-05T12:16:18.879-08:00Teagan in the T.Dot.O.**If you are looking for MyExBoyfriendProject it is the Right side.** Those who know me know my love for things pop culture and reality tv. I love a good heroine and girl who comes out on top...because I want to. Once a girl named Lauren chose a boy over an intership in Paris. I have made similar misguided mistakes...but Lauren made it to Paris (a year later). I hope to make it to my Paris (both literally and not). Here are my struggles, wants, wishes, hopes and fears as I make it there.Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.comBlogger697125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-39774095459905777202013-12-01T07:58:00.000-08:002013-12-01T07:58:00.656-08:00conversations going nowhere<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So after the debacle of <a href="http://laurenshouldhavegonetoparis.blogspot.ca/2013/11/heres-how-nothing-changed.html">last Thursday with MrAttorney</a>.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I should have followed the advice of AM.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Instead I allowed the text messages to go back and forth over the weekend.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Him teasing and saying that he dropped off a hot chocolate for me with the concierge.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Me for a second thinking that he actually did.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Him telling me a should yell at the concierge if it wasn't there because it means he drank it.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Me realizing he was totally just pulling my leg.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Later on this week he checked on me (from being sick last weekend).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">At first I thought I would just ignore him but then I caved a day later.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And it kind of led to this conversation.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">You see I felt bad because his Grandfather passed away over the weekend.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And in my messed up way I want to be there for him.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Or at least offer my condolences.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And then he will say something like the above "almost as much fun as hanging with me in scars" (scars is slang for the crappy out of the city area I lived in previously). </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And I know I should ignore him.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I am focusing on moving on and filling my life with great things.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Because y'all are right...he is just stringing me along for some weird reason.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I obviously am letting him.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I was so good from September 8th until the end of November and I cracked a little when he reached out to me on my actual birthday.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And lets be real obviously some part of me hoping things had changed and he had come to the realization that he wanted to be in a relationship with me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The reality is that isn't the case at all. </span><br />
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<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-11178167155755862542013-11-30T07:41:00.000-08:002013-11-30T07:41:35.643-08:00living in a downtown world<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Y'all my week has been nutty in the best possible way!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">First on Monday.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">As I figured I got a message from the <a href="http://laurenshouldhavegonetoparis.blogspot.ca/2013/11/jeans-and-sneakers.html">first date fail the previous day</a>.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Which is just weird. I mean first you say you aren't that into me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Then he basically questions/makes an accusatory statement about it.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm always perfectly nice and polite.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And I just re-iterated what our conversation was on Sunday.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I don't just go on first date sparks...it sometimes takes me a bit.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Anywho so at least that's done.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Monday night was the start of our winter book club with the girls.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We did this last year and had a great time.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">This month's book selection, The Mountains Echoed by </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">A lovely night of chicken curry and bubbly champagne.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">These girls are awesome and it is fun to get together and discuss things other than just gossip lol.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Tuesday night I headed to the movies with Kai.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So awesome that there is a theatre less than a block from where we now live.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And it's great to have Kai living in the same building.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We of course went to go see my guilty pleasure of Catching Fire.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Loved it and a definite improvement over the first movie.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It more closely followed the book and the recast the cat. I'm someone who is detail oriented and insanely bothered by the black and white cat in the first movie when the book clearly describes the cat as a ginger one!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Wednesday night was date number two with someone (<a href="http://laurenshouldhavegonetoparis.blogspot.ca/2013/11/pleasantly-surprised-on-monday-night.html">read here if you missed it</a>).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm a little hesitant because it has been two and a half weeks since our first date.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I was wondering if he actually was interested but on the actual date I find myself pleasantly surprised.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Time seems to fly by and I find myself really simply just enjoying myself.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He picked a fabulous place one of my new favs in the city <a href="http://www.patriatoronto.com/">Patria</a>.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It is a Spanish Tapas styled restaurant and my favourite way to eat.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I love trying little bits of everything.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Not to mention here I was on a date with a smart and handsome man.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He always dresses really well which I find super attractive.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Wednesday night he was wearing a blue and white checked button up shirt with a navy blue cardigan with light blue pipping also buttoned up.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Such great style.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">After our date he offered to drive me home (now that I'm a public transit taking kind of girl).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">As he drove me up I only made things slightly awkward with the hug and no kiss yet.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We do have date three on the agenda for Sunday so fingers crossed.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Thursday night Val and I headed out for our traditional birthday dinner.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We picked <a href="http://thegroveto.com/">The Grove</a> which was also amazing!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm seriously having great luck with restaurants lately.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We opted to each do the five course tasting menu but actually split it so we ended up with a ten course tasting menu. So we tried everything except two items on the menu.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And it was delicious!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Definitely on my list of new favs. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Finally Friday was upon us and it was our second annual American Thanksgiving potluck at Laurel and her husband's place.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And we ate and laughed and gave thanks and just spent time together.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And it was the perfect end to a busy and fun week.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It is kind of funny us all living in a big city but still pulling together to celebrate.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Some of us are from here, some of us are from other cities in Toronto and some are from across the world.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Such a great group of friends I've made here.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm absolutely loving living downtown.</span><br />
<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background-color: transparent; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border: 0px !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-32671466475615633242013-11-26T03:01:00.000-08:002013-11-26T03:01:00.343-08:00jeans and sneakers<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So against my better judgement AND trying to force myself past MrAttorney.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I had a first date Sunday.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">At Joey's at the Shops at Don Mills.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We met for a Sunday afternoon drink.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Just no spark and chemistry really.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And he wore jeans and sneakers (which is the fashion statement I absolutely detest!)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">There were some lulls in the conversation.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I think I'm probably just more conservative than him.<br />He told me he essentially doesn't have a filter.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And that he treats guys and girls the same.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And to be honest he just didn't seem that interested in me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Also I probably should not have gone on a first date with him seeing as prior to our first date he felt so inclined to ask if I "waxed down there". </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">(Obviously I told him it was none of his business).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I need to do a much better job screening these things.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Sorry to keep you suspense.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Thursday.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I was so nervous I could barely sleep.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Trying to pick the most flattering of my non-flattering work clothes.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I was so so nervous and the day seemed to drag on until lunch.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And as I waited for MrAttorney in the lobby of my work building...butterflies.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He came around the corner handsome as ever.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Laughing and pulling me into him in a hello.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">As as we giggled and began a walk to lunch it was less awkward than I thought.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Until 10 steps in we ran into someone who used to be another attorney's assistant.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And this awkward introduction moment of being asked if I was also an Attorney and the puzzled look on the ladies face when I said nope another profession.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We sat to have lunch.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Where it was like we didn't miss a beat.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Giggling and teasing each other.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And me being reminded of how handsome and funny he is.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He kept asking me what was new.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And asked about things I had done like Dallas and Ann Arbor trips.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He caught me up on his family and his life.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Asked me some advice on things.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And as we chatted and caught up I found myself realizing how much I missed him.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He made a comment about how his grandfather who is very ill and soon to pass away made him realize that "life was short"...and my hopeful heart pounded.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And as we made our way back to my office I asked him why he invited me out to lunch.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He said it was because it was my birthday and he missed me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I joked that well he could check it off the list then.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And as I stalled uncomfortably outside my office he said do you think we should talk.<br />And I put it back on him I thought so if he wanted to.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And then I was up in my office in a blur.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Where was this going?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I had so many unanswered questions.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So with gusto I messaged him thanking him for luch and asking if we needed to talk.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">His response "You want to talk? As you typically say...it that what you want?"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I said yes.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Being the impatient girl that I am I practically insisted on doing so sooner rather than later.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And with that I found myself out to dinner with him across the street at a little sushi place.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">When he saw me he made a comment about it being his lucky day seeing me twice.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And as we sat there eating sushi we reverted right back to our old selves.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Him eating the sashimi part off the top of the roll so I could eat the roll (too much fish on sushi is not my fav...he remembered so he did that).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And I found myself mumbling that I missed him and could you pass the soy sauce.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He said me too oh and I also need the soy sauce.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And so with that I launched into the fact that I missed him but I'm at a point in my life where I want to be in a relationship.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And he is in the exact same place.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He said he hasn't dated anyone since but filled his life with work/sports leagues/family stuff.<br />I told him I was dating.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He said well at this point really you could have had a boyfriend.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But really he just missed me and wanted to catch up.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And I was upset.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Y'all were right.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And with that we left the restaurant and as we stood outside in the cold neither of us wanting to leave.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He kissed me on the cheek I tried not to cry.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He offered to walk me a little ways towards my place.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Which turned into a side trip to his work so he could grab a bag and then we were in a taxi to my place.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Him leaning against me arm around me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Me frustrated.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He dropped me off and got out to let me out of the taxi.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He pulled me towards him and briefly kissed me on the lips before pulling me in for a hug.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And with every fiber of me I didn't want him to leave.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He had to meet his parents though.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We briefly texted later that night.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I apologized for the situation.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He told me I had nothing to apologize about and that he always enjoys hearing from me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The next morning I was full on fever sick so I stayed home from work.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He texted me first thing apologizing for not being able to meet me for a drink the night before and said "I really wanted to come" before asking how my night was.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He joked about bringing me a hot chocolate.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">When I asked where it was he said he left it with my concierge and to yell at him if it wasn't there because it meant the concierge had drank it.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And we've been texting back and forth over the weekend.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But I need to stop.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Because really nothing has changed.</span><br />
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<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-47554244999406187622013-11-20T15:03:00.001-08:002013-11-20T15:03:05.975-08:00Blast from the not so recent past...<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So yesterday was my birthday.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And it was good.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Usually I struggle and freak out and have just the most difficult time on my birthday.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Not the whole age thing but usually bad staff happens on or around my birthday (hence the Birthday Curse).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It's no secret that I've been trying (unsuccessfully) to stop thinking about MrAttorney.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Well I hadn't heard from him <a href="http://laurenshouldhavegonetoparis.blogspot.ca/2013/10/when-you-sort-of-want-to-reply.html">since this last message</a>.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But I have been thinking if he only reaches out one more time then I will respond.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So yesterday it came as a "Hey happy birthday. Hope all is well with you."</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">To which I replied "Thanks. How are things with you?"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And then he called but I was busy getting Sushi with Kai for my birthday dinner.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Kai is one of the Canada crew who now just so happens to live on the 19th floor (I live on the 20th of the new downtown place).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So I go this text "Things are pretty good. Just tried calling you. Doing anything fun for your birthday?"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And I panicked about how to respond or what to do.<br />So I waited until today.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And with a few casual text messages exchanged it happened...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He asked "Would you be interested in grabbing a coffee or bite?"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And in my hesitation he wrote again "Crickets crickets...haha".</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So I have lunch plans tomorrow with him.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And I'm kind of flipping out about it.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Holy moly what did I get myself into.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm probably making a big deal about nothing.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Maybe he just wants to catch up.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Maybe.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I find myself wondering...what will it be like.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Will we slip back into the banter we had before?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Will it be awkward?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Will he have changed his mind?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Will he have missed me?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Will things be the exact same?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Will he now want to move forward in some way?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Or is he just curious how things have been for me?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Like he said before he "<a href="http://laurenshouldhavegonetoparis.blogspot.ca/2013/09/maybe-im-masochist.html">cares about me</a>".</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm nervous and hopeful...</span><br />
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<br />
Y'all I'm so OVER packing.<br />
Also for the first time tonight I had total anxiety with this move.<br />
So strange...I mean I'm moving downtown. <br />
It's what I've wanted since coming to Toronto.<br />
Only I freaked out a little bit.<br />
So of course I called Taylor who made me feel wayyyyyyyyy better.<br />
And with that back to packing!<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-89081138040987900002013-11-12T04:50:00.001-08:002013-11-12T04:50:23.964-08:00Pleasantly Surprised on a Monday Night<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">After a Fifth Date Bail more than a week ago, I still have not heard a peep from MrTrader.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">What is with these boys?!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Even a lack lustre text is better than just straight up falling off the face of this earth.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So annoying.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />So I thought my best bet was to move on.<br />Especially when I got to the point of seriously contemplating contact MrAttorney.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Anywho so back to dating I went.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />Last night I went on a fun date with a potential Mr.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We went to a Terroni location I hadn't been before in uptown.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><img height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1iX6IvicrOdu7iiAdDz_COC228hELj_AR3ySfySqwS9nQr2OaM1Lz14-fn8b1wlt17QCj9RQIUbISPU8DnWgVTro4eqh3cE85X8ISA7YvijLJokr1dMFrHI_af_Kw9WHAD_AHFkbgDMWv/s640/TERRONI+RSZD.jpg" width="640" /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It was great we shared a bottle of wine.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And ordered appetizers.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I went with the cheese/charcuterie board which may be one of my favourite kinds of snacks.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It was super cute inside as well.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Especially as this cooler weather is coming into Toronto.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<img height="360" src="http://dinehere.ca/sites/default/files/imagecache/restaurant_detail_full/sites/default/files/r_images/116552.jpg" width="640" /><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We had a surprising amount in common.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He lives downtown and doesn't like the suburbs at all.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We even have randomly stayed in the same exact hotel in Seoul before.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We met at 7:15 and before I knew it the clock was striking 11.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I suppose that's a good sign.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The end of the date was only awkward as I make things.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He seemed a little stand offish.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I think he is a little shy (well that or he simply isn't that into me).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I initiated a hug.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Guess we'll see what happens.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But I found myself pleasantly surprised on this random Monday night.</span><br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-15572620610577387602013-11-05T03:55:00.000-08:002013-11-05T03:55:13.230-08:00Fifth Date Bail<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So after my insecure ranting <a href="http://laurenshouldhavegonetoparis.blogspot.ca/2013/10/pump-brakes.html">earlier last week</a>.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He did text me about his busy week and asked what my plans were for the weekend.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I agreed to a Sunday date and asked him what he had in mind.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He thought it was my turn to pick...and said he was expecting big things.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I confirmed Saturday night that we were still good to go for Sunday.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He was on his way to a wedding.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I was on my way to Laurel's husband's birthday party.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So I came up with a grand plan of doing my favourite things.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I made early dinner reservations at my fav little Italian place downtown.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And booked us tickets to Second City (Sketch Comedy just like SNL).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And planned for drinks at my fav drink place Cocktail Bar.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So in planning it all I even though I would pick him up.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It's getting colder here and being a Sunday night I knew I wouldn't be drinking.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So around 1pm Sunday I text him "just wanted to touch base about tonight...any way you could be ready for 445? I mean since you live in the suburbs and all we need a little extra time to make it to the reservation on time ;)" (I joke that he lives in the suburbs though he really just lives "uptown".</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He immediately called me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">AND...he wanted to push plans back until 8ish because he got called into work. He was literally on his way to a 2pm meeting and didn't think he would be ready to go until after 7:30.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Of course I plastered a fake smile on my face and said it was no big deal and reservations could be changed.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He said he felt bad and wanted to know what I planned. I told him no worried because I didn't want him to feel bad because this was out of his control. And I would let him know what we could do.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Did I mention the tickets to Second City are nonrefundable or exchangeable?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So I sat there for a minute...partly frustrated and partly annoyed.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Then I texted him back saying "Hey let's just reschedule for another night if that's cool. Good luck at work today!" I decided rather than eat the cost of the tickets I would go with my girlfriend S instead.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">His response "Ok...Sorry again, hopefully I didn't upset you. This rarely happens but every once in a while they call on us during the weekend."</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">My response "I understand it's important."</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">His response "Ok thanks".</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And I went off on my "date night" with S.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We had a great time but I found myself glancing at my phone wondering if he would text or call.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And nada...haven't heard from him since Sunday afternoon.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And I just keep coming back to maybe he's just not that into me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">That's why you date I guess.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">To see if you're compatible.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">To see what the other person is like.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">This is what he is like...</span><br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-52215759216955145142013-11-02T04:56:00.001-07:002013-11-02T04:56:54.671-07:00Busy Fall<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">This week was good and just super busy I felt like I've been go go going.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Tuesday was super fun.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Laurel, her husband, B and I went on another Burger Club Mission.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We have 54 Toronto Burger Joints on our list and this was #8.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><a href="http://www.theburgerspriest.com/">Burger's Priest</a> it was for some Tuesday night fun.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The model themselves after the "classic American cheeseburger joint".</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">There are whispers that they are trying to do InNOut/ShakeShack kind of things.</span><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Often the scene here. It was jam packed from when we got there until after we left. And we went on a cold random Thursday night at 7pm. Pic from <a href="https://www.google.ca/search?q=burgers+priest&rlz=1C1DVCL_enCA427CA469&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=M-d0UqrDKsS82wXrsYGABQ&ved=0CAkQ_AUoAQ&biw=1067&bih=539#facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=Evje3iTP_v8XFM%3A%3Bbqar1pf_zOufZM%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.thegridto.com%252Fwp-content%252Fuploads%252F51aa887fa95be-BP_QueenSpadina_Line.jpg%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.thegridto.com%252Fblog-post%252Ffood-spy-the-burgers-priest-blesses-queen-and-spadina%252F%3B635%3B422">here</a>.</td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Wednesday I had to rush from work to a meeting.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">For that opportunity I keep writing about which is a TON more work for me that I don't know quite how to fit into my jam packed schedule (umm like I move in 2 weeks!)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Thursday was Halloween.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So I went to Kai's place.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We had a girly night of wine, butternut squash soup, grilled cheese sandwhichs and cupcakes.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And we watched my favourite Halloween movie of all time Hocus Pocus.</span><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Pic from <a href="https://www.google.ca/search?q=burgers+priest&rlz=1C1DVCL_enCA427CA469&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=M-d0UqrDKsS82wXrsYGABQ&ved=0CAkQ_AUoAQ&biw=1067&bih=539#q=Hocus+Pocus&tbm=isch&facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=ir5mb70b3f2NNM%3A%3B7VFGqAXy8MBfyM%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.ukhorrorscene.com%252Fwp-content%252Fuploads%252F2013%252F10%252Fhocus-pocus.jpg%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.ukhorrorscene.com%252Fhocus-pocus-1993-my-halloween-tradition-by-joey-keogh%252F%3B1200%3B786">here</a></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Friday I did laundry and started the task of packing.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I watched Blackfish (how sad!) and The Internship (to try and cheer myself up!).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Today I'm helping my friend S move (from a third floor walk up to a third floor walk up).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Then I have to rush home and get ready for Laurel's husband's birthday dinner.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And tomorrow date five with MrTrader...who did message me this week....just not sure where that is going...guess we'll see but I seriously cannot add anything more to my calendar at this point!</span><br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-39295363762699426392013-10-28T17:17:00.000-07:002013-10-28T17:17:10.232-07:00Pump the brakes<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I had a crazy weekend.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Coming off my first week back to work after vacation is always busy in itself.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Friday night I finally got to unpack and do laundry.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Saturday I woke up early and spent the day in meetings.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It's for this side project I haven't mentioned but it certainly is causing me a lot of stress.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">From there I had to rush home and change into my Halloween costume.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">This year I was the Silk Spectre II.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">aka a costume only true nerds like myself would know. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Downside...no one knew what I was. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Upside...no one else was dressed like it.</span><br />
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<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><img src="http://kiki.typepad.com/.a/6a00d834530cec69e20120a61830d4970c-320wi" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" /></span></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Pic from <a href="http://kiki.typepad.com/kiki/2009/10/halloween-costume-ideas.html">here</a></span></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I ended up taking a cab to MrTrader's house afterward.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Where we drunkingly joked around and had a fun night.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Only...here's a quirk I haven't dealt with as of yet...someone who showers ummm every time RIGHT after...is that weird?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Should I take it to mean he thinks that's dirty or I'm dirty or something? All I know is that I should have been gutsy and self-confident and jumped right on in there with him but I don't.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Instead I lay there and over think things.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Anywho I also of course make things always terribly awkward because lets face it I'm terribly awkward.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I think I made a comment about how I think he is way more "experienced" than I am.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I cringe everytime I think of Sunday morning.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Purely based on my behaviour.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">While things likely won't work out (let's be real when do they?) I find myself kind of hoping that at least I get another chance to redeem myself. I mean more in the personality sense.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I think I came across really insecure and not myself Sunday morning.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I heard from him via one text yesterday and nothing today.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So of course in my mind I think he's totally lost interest.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And then I go back and forth on if I should call him or text him....and then I talk myself out of doing that. Ugh!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm probably overthinking it...</span><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">that or my instinct is bang on.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Either way I think I need to pump the brakes a little bit.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Just for myself...given the absolute madness of these last two to three weeks.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I need to slow things down.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Which is much harder when you're already feel like you're flying down a hill.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<br />
<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-15141106003734851212013-10-26T05:57:00.001-07:002013-10-26T05:57:41.960-07:00Girly Birthday<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I hadn't seen Val since August.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So we had planned on catching up over dinner.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Since her birthday was Tuesday I thought I would take her out for dinner on Thursday.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">She wanted French so I looked up a cute place we had both been meaning to try.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It is in the Bay/Bloor area (coincidentally the area that I'm moving to) called <a href="http://www.lasociete.ca/toronto/">La Societe</a>.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Their tagline is <em style="background-color: #150c09; color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;"><strong> "The soul of Paris in the heart of Toronto. "</strong></em></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I mean what could be more perfect for us two girls?</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Things I loved about it...</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The gorgeous doors...</span><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Pic from <a href="https://www.google.com/search?q=la+societe+toronto&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=VbprUoHnL6b12wWy14HQBg&sqi=2&ved=0CAcQ_AUoAQ&biw=1067&bih=539#q=la+societe+toronto&tbm=isch&facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=XN4sEEOpmeOrhM%3A%3B8Tf8RKzIYenBUM%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252F4.bp.blogspot.com%252F-akJx-zD3GtQ%252FTr5uHwGhlCI%252FAAAAAAAABvM%252FviguQZ2u8tg%252Fs1600%252FLa%252BSociet%252525C3%252525A9%252B%252525281%25252529.JPG%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Ftorontodiningexperiences.blogspot.com%252F2011%252F11%252Fla-societe.html%3B1600%3B1200">here</a></span></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The customized tile work...</span><br />
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<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><img src="http://www.postcity.com/Eat-Shop-Do/Eat/June-2011/Charles-Khabouths-new-bistro-La-Socit-brings-1920s-Parisian-charm-to-Bloor-Street/lasociete1.jpg" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" /></span></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So pretty! Pic from <a href="https://www.google.com/search?q=la+societe+toronto&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=VbprUoHnL6b12wWy14HQBg&sqi=2&ved=0CAcQ_AUoAQ&biw=1067&bih=539#q=la+societe+toronto&tbm=isch&facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=LwjjSA_sQqKADM%3A%3BdsoP61xnnni6PM%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.postcity.com%252FEat-Shop-Do%252FEat%252FJune-2011%252FCharles-Khabouths-new-bistro-La-Socit-brings-1920s-Parisian-charm-to-Bloor-Street%252Flasociete1.jpg%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.postcity.com%252FEat-Shop-Do%252FEat%252FJune-2011%252FCharles-Khabouths-new-bistro-La-Socit-brings-1920s-Parisian-charm-to-Bloor-Street%252F%3B312%3B210">here</a></span></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The round booths and the gorgeous stained glass windows...</span><br />
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<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><img height="426" src="http://www.divine.ca/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/La-Societe_17.jpg" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" width="640" /></span></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Pic from their website.<br /></span></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Loved their kitchen towel-esque napkins.</span><br />
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<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><img height="478" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj57uxw_-LsdeYvGxmhwW3xaKixdDcj_HhhVLYB96_bOs1LsjP0PhdvikK_9q4wgJRybcQagBcAalpTkd0351jZm6xk_wMeR-9pQA2AP3g4pfY6TBclOZ4wrlDXrlFmiWBQ7zpVPeY-q-M/s640/photo+(273).JPG" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" width="640" /></span></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Pic from <a href="http://thestyleandtravel-journals.blogspot.ca/2012/11/la-societe-bistro.html">here</a></span></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I think they describe it perfectly on their website...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: #150c09; color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">A marriage of Canada’s most cosmopolitan city and Parisian bistro style and cuisine, La Société is a dining destination unlike any other in Toronto. Step inside and your senses will be flooded with the sights, scents, and flavours that your Parisian dreams are made of. Gloriously appointed with luxurious furnishings and a breathtaking stained-glass ceiling, a meal, a meeting, even a moment at La Société will transport you to another time and place. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It was great to catch up with Val.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Hopefully now that I'm moving downtown we get to see each other more often.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">What a lovely girly place in the city.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It's one of my new favs!</span><br />
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<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background-color: transparent; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border: 0px !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-19226940636494168302013-10-25T16:48:00.000-07:002013-10-26T05:43:26.800-07:00Next Time<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><img alt="goldin_kiss" src="http://pausetobegin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2008/03/goldin_kiss.jpg" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" /></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Pic from <a href="http://pausetobegin.com/blog/2008/03/">here</a></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So on Tuesday I was all set to hang out for date four with MrTrader.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I was little a little worried given the previous date (<a href="http://laurenshouldhavegonetoparis.blogspot.ca/2013/10/start-and-finish.html">read here if you missed it</a>).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He suggested I come over and we just order in.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So I headed on over to his place (after getting his address from him because my memory was certainly a little hazy.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He is definitely very handsome.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And he had a bottle of red wine decanted when I arrived (LOVED that).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So we sort of giggled and catched up on our respective trips (mine Dallas, him Nantucket).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And he likes to tease me a little.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He said I barely ate and maybe we should just order in a personal size pizza....those who know me well know I can eat like a horse...unless I'm nervous...which I always am on initial dates lol.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So I told him that (look at me being all open and honest).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So we watched the hockey game on TV and chatted and drank red wine and ordered a pizza.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He made me make the selection.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So I ordered the Americana ...to which he teased me even more for because he likes to say I'm American.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">After I was a little fidgety and nervous.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He pulled me onto his lap as he kissed me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">At some point I pulled away and called him a bad influence.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He thought if I was going to call him a bad influence he may as well be one.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And that is how one thing lead to another...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">After we lay in bed sipping on glasses of wine.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I almost spit my wine all over his sheets when he asked me if the last serious relationship I was in was when I was married. I definitely did NOT remember telling him that the last time.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And when I thought about it...it's been 3 years.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I can't believe I told him that.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We talk about many different things and I'm starting to really crush on him.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He invited me to stay over but I declined.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">After all it was a school night.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Plus I didn't have a toothbrush or anything with me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He said next time I should bring things and stay over.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Those may just have been my favourite two words he said that night...next time...</span><br />
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<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-78492322804236527372013-10-22T18:11:00.000-07:002013-10-22T18:11:01.142-07:00when you sort of want to reply<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So what do you do when you kind of want to reply.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Did y'all think it was over when I wrote about the latest message <a href="http://laurenshouldhavegonetoparis.blogspot.ca/2013/10/ding.html">here</a>?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Alas this morning from MrAttorney...(I also left the belt portion of the message in there from before).</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">What's weird is that I sort of want to text him back.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I haven't thus far.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I haven't even spoken to him since <a href="http://laurenshouldhavegonetoparis.blogspot.ca/2013/09/the-call.html">here</a>.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But for some reason I kind of want to text him.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I don't know what I would say...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The funny thing (that Taylor also laughed about)...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Neither one of those dates are actually my birthday.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Go figure.</span><br />
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<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-16033507582245182072013-10-21T16:02:00.000-07:002013-10-21T16:02:43.504-07:00start and finish<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Y'all I just got back form an epic trip to Dallas.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">My goodness it was so fun and just flew by!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">A catch up post will come but first I wanted to give you the juicy gossip of how I started and finished my trip in a similar manner. </span><br />
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<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">What I thought would be a smooth trip became...</span></li>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">A nail in the side wall of my tire and an emergency car switcheroo with my parents to catch my flight (on the way there).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">My expected 4.5 hour journey became 8.5 hours due to some kind of border delay ridiculousness (on the way back).</span><br />
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<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I was hungover BADLY on the way there and back.</span></li>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">On the way there because I had dinner with MrTrader and a bottle of wine and beverages at a bar later (the Friday night on the way there).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I went to Weber's in Ann Arbor and met up with Will and his crew who were out. My flight landed at 10:45pm and I thought it better to stay at Will's for the night instead of driving home (on the way back).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">In the interests of being honest I suppose I can tell you also...</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">On the way there those late night drinks with MrTrader turned into a sleepover of the randy sort. Only y'all I so was not prepared for all that to go down. I'm talking I wore black tights in lieu of shaving my legs etc unprepared. I'm talking first day of my period unprepared. I'm talking probably worst way to ever ummm "start" things off. I literally thought I would not hear from him again but we exchanged a few texts during the week when I was in Texas AND we have date #4 on the calendar for tomorrow. Maybe he was just as drunk as I was?!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">On the way back...well everyone in grad school assumed Will and I hooked up...so that happened after one too many drinks and before I knew it things...happened. But don't worry I made things sufficiently awkward in the morning when I was shy and embarrassed and <strike>naked</strike> didn't know how to handle the situation. Will called me out for being awkward. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So I oddly started and finished my trip in an awkward, <strike>slutty</strike>, hungover and very embarrassed fashion.</span></div>
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<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-37042600378214464012013-10-06T17:18:00.000-07:002013-10-06T17:18:05.694-07:00a second date fail and a second date pass<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Pic from <a href="https://www.google.com/search?q=guy+on+a+date+watching+game&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=wPZRUsqhCISwyQG5_4HYCw&ved=0CAcQ_AUoAQ&biw=1067&bih=539&dpr=1#q=second+date&tbm=isch&facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=WnG2NhpQnxVoAM%3A%3B589W2JcPWaN-uM%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.country935.ca%252Ffiles%252Ffriendly_ways-get-man-ask-you-second-date.jpg%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.country935.ca%252F2012%252F10%252F19%252Ften-reasons-not-to-turn-down-a-second-date%252F%3B476%3B315">here</a></span></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">This seemed to be the weekend of second dates.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Well two of them at least lol.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So Saturday night I met up with the guy from <a href="http://laurenshouldhavegonetoparis.blogspot.ca/2013/09/good-for-me.html">this first date</a>.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I met him downtown and we headed out for dinner and a movie.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">There were again the same awkward stops in conversation.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I found myself searching for topics to chat about.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And he kept leaning to the side (there was a TV behind me that happened to have a hockey game on)...which I found extremely rude.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Heck if he wanted to watch the game he could have suggested wings and drinks and I would have happily watched the game.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And then the bill came and he asked if I wanted to split it.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And I did (though I didn't want to because the restaurant was his pick and he invited me).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It just was weird and I found myself in a little bit of a panic at the end of the date.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Like hoping he wouldn't kiss me or suggest to get together again.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I think I was sufficiently awkward and standing away that he only asked to get together again.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I let him know that I didn't think we were a match romantically.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I met up with Kai at her place after (soon to also be my apartment building too!)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And we both hoped for a better second date the next morning.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So this morning I the guy from <a href="http://laurenshouldhavegonetoparis.blogspot.ca/2013/09/getting-back-out-there.html">this first date</a> for brunch at The Rebel House.</span><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Pic from <a href="https://www.google.com/search?q=guy+on+a+date+watching+game&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=wPZRUsqhCISwyQG5_4HYCw&ved=0CAcQ_AUoAQ&biw=1067&bih=539&dpr=1#q=the+rebel+house+toronto&tbm=isch&facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=-GFE3wsWkOMmSM%3A%3B7ScsiJTT_gWqeM%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.tofoodreviews.com%252Fwp-content%252Fuploads%252F2011%252F06%252Ftoronto09_rebelhouse.jpg%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.tofoodreviews.com%252Fthe-rebel-house%252F%3B480%3B640">here</a></span></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He was on time this time lol.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And with him there is more just "click".</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I found myself giggling and really enjoying myself.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Our brunch lasted three hours that seemed to fly by.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And we made plans for Friday night for a third date.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">My last night in Toronto before I head to Dallas!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We walked a little down the road before we said goodbye with a quick kiss.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And it was good and totally made up for the not so good second date the night before.</span><br />
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<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-68216507880715969132013-10-05T05:51:00.000-07:002013-10-05T05:51:12.747-07:00out of the woodwork<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">What is up with these guys lately?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So I never expected to hear from MrTenderfoot again.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Do you remember the last post about him? (<a href="http://laurenshouldhavegonetoparis.blogspot.ca/2013/04/last-text-to-mrtenderfoot.html">here</a>)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He like disappeared off the face of this earth.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And then this week...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Here it is zoomed in...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I have not responded because I don't know what to say because it was MONTHS ago </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">(six to be exact).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So why on earth would he message me now?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Unless...he is in my cousin Bella's wedding next August.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Oh yeah haven't mentioned that on here yet.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />She asked me to be her Maid of Honour.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Which is really great.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Minus the fact that I have to make a speech in the same venue I had booked with Spencer.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">(Why of all the venues did she have to go with that one?!).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So that is probably why he messaged me...I assume he is also in the wedding party.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Just a weird situation.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Especially with all the boys coming out of the woodwork like they have lately.<br />I mean seriously wtf.</span><br />
<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background-color: transparent; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border: 0px !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-86226139486038075582013-10-04T18:09:00.002-07:002013-10-04T18:33:43.354-07:00ding!<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Friday night and I've busied myself going through things and really trying to get rid of stuff I don't need.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">How did I accumulate all of this in just over two years?!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So I'm just minding my business when...ding!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">You guessed it.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">MrAttorney...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">"Hey I was cleaning up my place believe it or not and there's a belt.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Did you want your belt?"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I guess this is the point where I'm supposed to step it up and be a little mean, right AccidentallyMe?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Only why am I just hurt and bothered.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">WHY message me if you don't want to be with me?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Every time I think I for sure have gotten to the point where I definitely won't hear from him...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Ding!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">PS and tomorrow I will fill you in on how out of no where guys are just coming out of the woodwork...I'll give you a hint...Mr from this past February/March...seriously</span>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-56662214355543917512013-10-01T02:42:00.001-07:002013-10-01T02:43:31.375-07:00downtown<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Big news!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm moving :)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Finally finally finally.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm moving from the far far faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar edges of the city in a less then desirable area.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">To somewhere smack downtown.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Within walking distance to almost EVERYthing cool and fun about Toronto.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The next 6 weeks is going to be crazy.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But I'm so excited.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It has been a long time coming.</span><br />
<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-38541257924942535292013-09-28T05:52:00.001-07:002013-09-28T05:52:12.459-07:00Good for Me<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Pic from <a href="https://www.google.com/search?gs_rn=27&gs_ri=psy-ab&tok=URo0IWfYeS3PI257VWe11g&cp=10&gs_id=12&xhr=t&q=good+for+you&bav=on.2,or.r_qf.&bvm=bv.53217764,d.aWc&biw=1067&bih=539&dpr=1&um=1&ie=UTF-8&hl=en&tbm=isch&source=og&sa=N&tab=wi&ei=ctBGUqGSHsfFrQHHyYC4CA#hl=en&q=good+for+you+fiber&tbm=isch&um=1&facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=3RdkQv-PJdFiCM%3A%3Bh4KgUlVulNvnZM%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.interactive-biology.com%252Fwp-content%252Fuploads%252F2012%252F07%252FFiber-heart-1024x1024.jpg%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.interactive-biology.com%252F3959%252Ffiber-and-you-keeping-your-gi-system-healthy%252F%3B1024%3B1024">here</a></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">On Thursday I had a first date with another guy.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">A Lawyer that runs marathons.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">At first I was a little perplexed.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Maybe he was nervous...I definitely couldn't quite gauge how I felt.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We had dinner at this really cute French restaurant.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Only a few minor pauses in conversation.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And he seems actually quite nice.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Here's the thing.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">There wasn't that zing of chemistry.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Or that instant "click".</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But I'm wondering if perhaps all that "click" and "chemistry" I have with certain people doesn't really matter in the end.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Maybe I just need nice and kind.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Maybe I should just be paying better attention to only how someone treats me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Attraction can grow right?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Is there really someone that has it "all"...will there ever really be that relationship where there is click and chemistry and laughter and kindness and someone that would like to be with me as much as I would like to be with them?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I pretty much thought (a few times during the date) that it probably wasn't "there".</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But maybe I should give it a chance.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He just might be good for me.</span><br />
<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-36177409371924114692013-09-25T14:43:00.001-07:002013-09-25T14:43:11.413-07:00getting back out there<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Pic from <a href="http://www.ryanseacrest.com/2013/07/29/author-andrea-syrtash-explains-why-its-okay-to-sleep-with-someone-on-first-date/">here</a></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So last night I had a first date.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And boy was I nervous.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I went shopping with K before hand.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I had to pick up some goodies for my little nugget I'm visiting in Dallas in just over two weeks!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I started getting really really quite.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">K could sense my nervousness and totally tried to pump me up.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I headed over to Joey's to meet him for a drink.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He was 20 minutes late! </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I almost went into panic mode like oh my goodness I'm about to be stood up!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But he arrived.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Tall, dark and handsome.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I was just a nervous chatterbug.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The wine was good and before I knew it two hours flew by.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It was good.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And most importantly it made me feel better.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Especially since he made mention that he was surprised I was on a dating website because "you don't seem shy and I'm sure you get set up frequently".</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I just giggled.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">At the end we walked out together.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Myself to the subway stop (I've started taking TTC (Toronto's public transit) downtown when I work downtown).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He mentioned for the second time that he had fun and we should do it again soon.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I agreed but we didn't make actual plans.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He hugged me and I kissed him on the cheek but was so nervous I'm not sure if I turned away from him kissing me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Ack!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But all in all last night was just what I needed.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Starting to get my groove back just a little I think!</span><br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-10116526535819530552013-09-23T17:09:00.001-07:002013-09-23T17:09:08.874-07:00may as well<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Pic from <a href="http://www.examiner.com/article/the-drinks-date-and-why-first-daters-should-try-it">here</a></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Some stellar advice on the last post.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I can't believe how much better I feel when I read y'all great supportive advice.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So what have I decided to do.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Make it two first dates this week.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">One on Tuesday AND the one on Thursday.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">May as well right?!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Here's to moving on full force.</span><br />
<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-25823053387118374252013-09-21T13:38:00.000-07:002013-09-21T13:38:31.737-07:00sucker<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Pic from <a href="https://www.google.ca/search?q=hearts&rlz=1C1DVCL_enCA427CA469&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=uAI-UsSULemoyAHl4YHYBA&ved=0CAkQ_AUoAQ&biw=1067&bih=539&dpr=1#q=girl+umbrella+rain&tbm=isch&facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=WE3I1NLE0G-TMM%3A%3BTJYTPrDzQHeuLM%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.vibevixen.com%252Fwp-content%252Fuploads%252F2012%252F04%252FNight-time-rain-weather-girl-umbrella-mobile-wallpapers.jpeg%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.vibevixen.com%252F2012%252F04%252Ffashion-essentials-for-rainy-days%252F%3B550%3B364">here</a></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So I'm just getting ready to go out tonight for Laurel's birthday.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Unfortunately the food truck festival we were going to is rained out!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So we have a back plan (that may be MrAttorneys latest recommendation to me...well latest as before we stopped hanging out)...fingers crossed that I don't see him.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Especially since he texted me this afternoon.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">To say "found these".</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And by these he meant a bottle of Vitamin C and Zinc I had brought him 3 months ago when he was sick.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Then when I got sick a month later he couldn't find them among his packed boxes from moving.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I teased him that he always lost things.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Well I guess he eventually found them.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And texted me a pic.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Seriously what the heck am I supposed to do with that?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">(I didn't respond in case you're wondering).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And in other whattheheck news today.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Remember MrDentalSurgeon from last year.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It totally fizzled out at the end of last summer.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He texted me today, "Que pasa Miss Teagan. How have you been ? :)"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">What the heck is going on with my life?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Oh and I have a date Thursday.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">My life is total chaos!</span><br />
<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-51796103920472165242013-09-19T16:15:00.000-07:002013-09-19T16:15:10.345-07:00the messages<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So yesterday I was minding my own business.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Got a chance to catch up with Taylor and her beautiful daughter on FaceTime.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Then schlepped through some dating website communication.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />And at 11:49 PING.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Oh I think to myself ...it must K or Will or Taylor.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And when I glanced down.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It was MrAttorney.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He wrote...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">"hey sorry I know I'm not supposed to be messaging you but I still have your pillow cases. Do you want them?"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">First, the explanation of him apologizing about not supposed to be messaging me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I made that rule after last Sunday's conversation (r<a href="http://laurenshouldhavegonetoparis.blogspot.ca/2013/09/the-call.html">ead here if you missed it</a>) because I get sucked back in. So it's better that we simply do not talk.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">As far as I'm concerned he has essentially told me he isn't interested in a relationship so I'm trying my best to move on and things like this do NOT help.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Second, he actually has a full sheet set of mine (not just pillowcases) because when his brother came to visit a few weeks back I lent him my air mattress and a sheet set because I knew he wouldn't be that organized.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So no, I don't want it back because I cannot seem him. I know I will get butterflies and want to spend time with him and one thing will lead to another and before you know it will turn into a sleepover like a few Sundays ago.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Then he has to go and follow it up a few minutes later PING!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">With a "I hope you had fun at the Michigan game and I hope you are doing well".</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Seriously?!?!??!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">These messages are killing me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Now to make matters even more confusing I keep getting different pieces of advice.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Will says, simply don't respond because he is not ready (to change/be in a relationship) based on those texts.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">My guy friend from high school says I should respond with "I did. Keep the pillow cases".</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Then a work colleague says maybe he is trying to keep the window of communication open because he is actually interested in me and I shouldn't close down that opportunity if I care about him (which I do).</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So could someone please tell me</span><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> which the bloody hell is it?</span><br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background-color: transparent; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border: 0px !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-22193932776403678282013-09-18T20:41:00.002-07:002013-09-18T20:41:23.770-07:00Climbing<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Just to keep this updated...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I feel like I"m in a slump.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Well I suppose that is what a break up feels like.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So I try and busy myself.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">My condo has never been so clean.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And I just resigned up on that dating website.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And so it begins again...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">At least maybe I will come out of it with some interesting stories for y'all...</span><br />
<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/53/F8FCB80F1EEAD1E1679056897FA59342.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Teagan B. Sawyerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09863204162499005546noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1368568467087953771.post-4880145867086734622013-09-10T17:52:00.000-07:002013-09-10T17:52:01.298-07:00Hail<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Pic from <a href="http://www.limitemagazine.com/2009/11/guide-into-2010-travel/">here</a></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I've been so busy moping around that I've almost forgot about this upcoming weekend.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Which is my annual trip to Ann Arbor to watch my (adopted) alma mater!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Do any of you remember last years fiasco of a time?!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Well if you don't you can <a href="http://laurenshouldhavegonetoparis.blogspot.ca/2012/09/say-something.html">read here for the refresher</a>.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Haven't seen Will since that weekend a year ago.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I talked to him last week as we usually do.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He was about to go on date five with a girl he really liked and would probably make things officially.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">(Seriously 5 dates...5 months and MrAttorney doesn't know what he wants...F...by the way haven't talked to him since this past Sunday's conversation).</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So what I'm saying is that things are back to normal with Will.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We are friends and I'm totally good with that.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm just going to sit back and enjoy the game Saturday :)</span><br />
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